I’m Not and Never Will Be Strong Enough to Be a Mother Without a Father

I decided that I would watch one of my best friend’s, Raven, baby. She has a 3 month old baby girl named Khloe. She is a very delightful baby, which means she only cries when she needs something and she loves to laugh. But she is a handful just like every other baby in the world, nothing out of the ordinary. But what I noticed is that I couldn’t do it along, and that’s what God created a mother and a father. I would want to take a nap an in order to do that; she would have to be sleep as well. She was so energetic that a nap with her would never happen so I gave her to my young brother and he took her downstairs while I got my nap. I also had my young sister and nephew to entertain her. Of course girls love males, just as boys love females, and she loved my little brother, my nephew, and my mother’s fiancé. She was so at peace; I said she was tired of seeing females. Lol. But the help was needed. You can’t be at two places at one time so it was helpful for me to change her diaper while someone makes her bottle to knock out two birds with one stone. During the night my older sister watched her, but I heard she slept through the whole night anyway. I enjoyed all my time with baby Khloe, but I know it’s hard to work, and have a baby without a father, or even the extra help. Let’s not even mention how expensive babies are. I decided to buy Khloe some diapers because that stomach of hers wasn’t trying to fit in the ones she had, it’s like she grew overnight. $9 for a 36 pack to diapers, that is crazy! Maybe not for parents, but to be a single person and young…I don’t see how teenage parent’s do it and I know their funds must be drained all the time. I remember my sister having a child at a young age but times have changed and inflation is real. I believe that if children just went to the baby section of any store and looked at the prices, they would see they need to have a real job before they even think about baby making. But I would watch Khloe again in a heartbeat. 😀