Sometimes I Have To Remember That I’m Such A Lady

Sometimes I find myself cursing and ‘swaggin’ like a dude. Yes, I was raised by my father so yes, I have some male tendencies but I pride myself on being a female. Sometimes the things that males do send me into a “yeah, I’m glad I f-ed you over big time” or a “yeah I’m glad you didn’t get any of my time” mode. I have a “Fuck You Too” list and for some reason the males on that list is rapidly growing since the beginning of this year. I just don’t have time for it. Two things that nagged at me today is 1) why try to start something with someone knowing that it’s not going to work from the get go and 2) why be friends with your ex’s friends when obviously you didn’t and still don’t really know them and ya’ll are over. 1) I’m not the one for wasting time. If you just want to have sex then just say that. I may tell you okay, I may tell you no way but don’t bullshit me because I’m not going to bullshit you. 2) Leave your past in your past. I feel if someone you were once with introduced you to their friend then obviously that’s their friend not yours, especially if you’ve only seen then less than a handful of times. Most people say that’s a gateway to letting them into your life somehow but I don’t feel that way; I feel that is straight lame and only ‘bum bitches’ *Evelyn’s voice* with no life do that. I’m going to go put a dress and heels on so my “I’m such a lady” tendencies can take over again. ☻