Letting Go Of the Artificial

2010 was a great year, but also a year of learning. But 2011 is going to be the result of all the things that I have learned. This year I will be graduating and I need to get myself in order for the rest of the days I’ll be spending in this life. The first 3 days of 2011, a lot of people were testing me, whether it is my patience, my time, my respect, etc. To prevent this, I built a bigger wall around myself to block out the ignorance because anger will not be an attribute I will keep within me for any reason. With each stage in life I up my standards on the type of guy I will date because of the upgrade I have made myself. In order for me to even think about talking to a guy, he will have to have his own car, place, and job. Also, he will have to have a degree and be doing better than me. I look to my partner as inspiration and if he can’t inspire me to be better, than what is he there for. He can’t be under 21 as well. I know I’m only 19 but I’m a senior; most 19 year olds I know are sophomores so therefore, there is a different type of thought process. I am extremely serious on building up my business networks. I always have been serious but this is another stage of seriousness. I have cut down my usage of my personal Facebook because it seems like everyone is doing the same thing and it is just full of drama. I already logged off of my chat box to stop the useless chatter from people just trying to get “to know me” when I don’t care to be known in that way. I just want to enjoy my free time with the ones I enjoy, and not the ones I talk to just to be nice. My time is important as well and I’ll rather spend it doing things to better myself such as learning German. So far it’s been great. I actually smile at everyone I’m on the phone with or texting because it is with people I enjoy. I still deal with the foolishness that is put on Twitter because I like Twitter. It’s filled with more of a variety of people. Yes I continue to Skype and Blog of course so I’m not cut off from social media per se. I could never leave social media…it’s what I do in Marketing!