Comprehending My Boredom

Comprehending My Boredom

I took a trip to Dallas for Thanksgiving break and I didn’t really want to be here like I thought I would have. All my friends came home to Dallas from college and I had the feeling like ‘Yeah, whatever.’ I went through the whole day feeling bored, randomly texting people to see if I could end the boredom, which didn’t help. I went over to my family’s house and just wanted to fall asleep to make the boredom go away. I made stops to see my friends, but I couldn’t stay long because I was on a time schedule since I was only going to be in Dallas for about 20 hours. I started feeling a little better but not really. My younger siblings, Cayla and Chris, my dad and I went to Wal-Mart. Cayla and I decided to stay in the car. We turned the music up and started acting crazy. We even raised the window down and started yelling/singing while my dad and brother approached the car talking about “It’s a party!” while people were looking at us crazy of course. But we were all dying laughing. Then it hit me! Of course I was bored! Since April 2010 until recently I had been used to spending every moment that I was in Dallas with my ex. I didn’t even see my friends because we spent all our time together. We both became each other’s life, and it was my first time being in Dallas without being with him. I had moved on but that happened in Houston, not Dallas. It took me awhile to realize that but when I did my attitude changed instantly. I decided I’d keep my niece overnight which made me feel like I had took that first step to actually knowing how to get back into “running the streets” when I come to Dallas and show my friends some love! Lol. But I’m smart so I knew it had to be something and I found it. I felt like a child having to be trained again in something because they had been gone away from it for so long. But…I’m back! 😉